I remember you so well,
We were such good friends,
Laughed so hard at other people.
You chose a different path,
One far away from me,
Different from everything that we were.
Like everyone, you are gone,
And only your memory remains,
That I long to discard.
To forgive and…
Such a demented and perverted mind…
You are all here, the ones that made me who I am.
I have all your diseases,
And you are an illness to me.
I can only leave you, abandoning the past,
A painful act, for I am addicted to suffering.
The sunshine over the clear water,
Another world far away from me,
I scream in silence in my own hell.
I allowed you to entrap me,
The Idea was you creation,
But the Form was my construction.
High walls and continuous circles,
It destabilizes me and I want to jump,
…
